"Happy Birthday Baby"
We walked up and down the hospital's halls, my young husband
And I. Walking and waiting and aching. Finally I was effaced
And they wheeled me to delivery while my husband worried in the
Waiting room. I folded into a fetal position praying the man
To hurry the needle.
While I was there--like that--all 180 pounds of me hunched over
My enormous pregancy, I saw water wash out of me. No time for
Etiquette. He pulled me back on a floating cloud and my leaden
Legs were fixed in stirrups. Swaddled like the Virgin Mary--I
Watched. Watched in the mirror over their heads.
He put in an instrument and spooned out a blood-dark head. A
Hand shoved a cannula in the head's mouth and suctioned out the
Human cry. The rest of the rubbery body spilled out and was
Plopped on my lowered-abdomen. (Out of the way of the entrails
Buckling and shrinking inside me.) He pulled handfuls of the
Enriched membrane while he pressed on my pelvis. An orange--
Being peeled from the inside out.
She was wrapped in a warm blanket and placed in my left arm. We
Were both calm then. I said softly, "Hello, Tootsie, I'm your
Mother." She knew what I meant as tears dripped from my smile.
copyright 3/19/86 by Dale Marie Harmon
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