MOLLIE CELIA'S BIRTH

(from a partner's perspective)


My partner and I are lesbians and have two children. It was my partner who gave birth to our first child, a girl, 4 years ago. The day she went into labor I wasn't feeling well and had stayed home from work. Jan had stayed late at her work, cleaning up, and stopped for Chinese food on the way home. I ate wonton soup, thinking it would work like a Chinese chicken soup. When we went to bed around 9pm, I said to Jan, "what if you go into labor tonight while I'm sick! Promise me you won't." She promised.

Right before midnight Jan woke me up and said "I think my water broke." "You're kidding," I answered. I was immediately wide awake and there was no question about her water--the bed was soaked. "What do we do, what do we do?" we said to each other, and decided to just try to calm down. We put clean sheets on the bed, turned on the tv, and got in. A few minutes later, Jan started having contraction. We planned to time them for a while, but after having a contraction every 4-5 minutes for 15 minutes, we decided to call the doctor. We call the HMO and the doctor told us we should come right in since Jan's water broke (and at her last regular appointment she had already been 2 cm dilated).

We called Jan's parents and sister to let them know. Her sister is cross-country, but her parents are only 4 hours away and were planning to drive down. They couldn't decide whether to leave immediately, or to go back to sleep and leave in the morning. They had also just arrived home the day before after spending the winter in Florida. We also called our friend Carol who we asked to join us for labor and delivery as an extra support person for both of us.

We gathered up our things and headed to the hospital where Carol was already waiting. We were brought into a LDR room where Jan was put on a monitor (but not for too long) and checked for dilation (now at 5cm). She spent the next couple of hours having contractions and being in pain. We walked around the floor once, but it wasn't what Jan wanted, so mostly she sat in a chair in our room. Carol and I talked her through contractions.

The pain was getting to Jan , and she decided to do something about it. After we talked about it with our nurse (who was very nice--they all were) Jan decided on a shot (of what, I don't remember). She's checked again and is found to be 7cm. Well, the shot didn't really help, and after a few more hours of pain, still at 7cm, Jan decided to go the pitocin/epidural route. In retrospect, we believe that the narcotic stalled the labor, but Jan was never against the idea of pain relief, so moving on the pitocin and epidural was fine. It was about 7 in the morning.

Once Jan was out of pain, we all three took a short nap. Then Jan's parents arrived. I was looking out the window and saw a car pulling up to the hospital garage. "I think I see your parents," I said to Jan. "They have a tan car with a red stripe, right?" "No," said Jan. "There's no stripe on their car." Five minutes later they were in our room!

For the next 2-3 hours we hung out in the room, read the newspaper, talked, and later those of us not in labor (!) ate lunch. Jan didn't love watching us eat, but she was happy to be pain-free. They only thing she wanted, which she was told not to take, was a Tums for heartburn. We had a new nurse (new shift), and at around 11:30 she said that she thought Jan was probably fully dilated, but suggested that we let the baby move down a little more on its own before starting to push. It was noon when the nurse came back, asked Jan's parents to leave, and Jan started to push. Since Jan was on the epidural, either Carol or the nurse or I would tell her from watching the monitor when she was having a contraction, and therefore when she should be pushing.

Pushing took a long time, but it was ok. As the baby was almost ready to be delivered, a lot more people came into the room. A medical student (a woman) asked if she could join, and we said yes. A resident, who we'd never met, set herself up to do the delivery since the HMO doctor-on-call was involved with another patient. The doctor, a man, was not endearing, and we were very happy that he was busy elsewhere. At 1:43pm, after an hour and 43 minutes of pushing, with only women in the room, Mollie was born. She went right onto Jan, and I cut her cord. The placenta was born, Jan's parents came back in, Mollie was wiped down and wrapped up.

Right after the birth, the man doctor who did not do the delivery came back in to see how things had gone and announced that his name would be on the birth certificate. I wish that Jan or I had told him no.

Mollie nursed right away as if she'd been born knowing what to do (!), and afterwards I held her and would let no one else. It was wonderful.

Oh yes, and whatever illness I had had the day before disappeared!

Mollie Celia, born February 13, 1992

Lisa